Post by baylee on Aug 4, 2011 11:45:44 GMT -5
Baylee was allowed outside again, just for an hour though and the staff were being very careful with him. Since he was trying to take the dressings off so he was able to access the stitches which were beginning to itch like mad now and sting like fuck. God the pain was awful and he wished it would leave now. His blue eyes looked around the gardens again, he wondered the glass he hidden few weeks ago was still here. Maybe not since the doctor which caught him red handed cutting might have found it now. Baylee was beginning to trust him slowly and soon enough he would tell him the true story why he was so scared of him, why he have been cutting so badly lately. Due to his sugar levels fucked up due to the insulin shock therapy given too him while he was in the other asylum, Baylee had to eat regularly small snacks. Yawning again as he haven’t slept like for three days, it was long and hard day, the room was pitch black and Baylee had no one for company. Before coming to the gardens he was given a mild dose of sedative to relax him and keep him out of trouble. Yes Baylee have been very aggressive for like five days straight now and no one knows why for his sudden violent burst. It just didn’t make any sense right now. Only Baylee knew and the reason which he was keeping closed to his chest and not saying a word at all.
Walking towards the area where he hidden the glass now. He was unable to cut into his arm, but he wanted to see the object was still there. Baylee felt a little sad and he began to sing. Yes Baylee have a excellent singing voice and in fact he written his own song which he did to show his feelings out. This song he used to play on the piano and since there was no music therapy room here, he began to make the tune into his throat and slowly he began to sing the first verse.
"Along the hard road
My journey is still beginning
I am looking the path which is right
So far all I see is a train
There is something blocking my path
I am slowly beginning to lose hope
Until I found you
My spirit friend to guide me
This is what you said
'Never give up
The path is nearly there
Just follow your heart
And it would lead you there'"
Then as the chorus was beginning to come, Baylee raise his voice, closing his eyes, showing the feeling was in his heart and he was telling the sorry behind the song. Since there was no music to help him, his vocals were amazing for this and maybe he would become a professional singer. When he was eleven years old, his choir teacher was amazed by his vocals and encouraged his parents to sign him up for singing college which students are trained and eventually perform on stage in west ends, pop groups etc.
"You keep giving me happiness
You keep giving me hope
You keep giving me the strength to carry on
You keep giving me your love
That's what I need to carry on"
As he finished the chorus he noticed it was getting pretty bad and the daylight was vanishing now. Not wanting too get into trouble with the staff members he quickly legged it back towards the dorms where he stays now. He loved in the living quarters as they were warm and comfortable. It was like he was back at home, which wasn’t like a hospital all. As he walked in a spotted there another patient. Baylee smiled friendly, which was at first for him. Normally he would turn aggressive and be mean and cold towards him, but this time he was being different. Hello he spoke always being polite. Baylee despite his problems does try and be friendly with everyone here as he hated to be mean all the time. Maybe this guy could help me he thought and starched his neck, little unsure of his own plan now. He was studying his clothering and physical body at the time.
Slowly coming back to his usual self he shaked his head, and the patient which was in his room, suddenly vanished. Maybe I just imagine him, he then lied down on the bed, looking at the ceiling for moment, before his eyes slowly closed as snoozed for while.
Tagged ::: Dominc
Status ::: Complete
Words ::: Nine hundred +
Song ::: Carry On, written by myself [don't steal]