Post by maya on Aug 20, 2011 21:40:02 GMT -5
Maya generally was very happy, she didn't let things get to her, but there were days she just sometimes wished she could go back and start things again. She sighed, and she moved out of her bed. She pulled herself together as best she could, and was escorted to the showers, where she got the sleep off of her, and she was then escorted back to her room for a moment, and she contemplated sleeping again, she didn't know if she could sleep if she wanted to though, but she really didn't know what else to do. She wanted out of her head for a little while, but she had no idea how to get out of her head. She had this issue sometimes, but more often then not, but she was okay here, but everyone had a time, right?
She asked to be escorted outside, and she was generally well-behaved, so she got what she wished. She squinted into the light as they passed by a window on the way out. She was pleased it was at least pretty outside. She liked nice weather, it was always more pleasant then being shut up inside because it wasn't pretty enough to be outside. She could remember spending time outside, alone back at home. Or dates out by a lake with Damian before, before...she didn't want to think about it now, but she knew eventually the scars would heal, but now? They hadn't, not yet. Strange how the only real scar she had was one given by her twin, but the only emotional scar she could see in herself was the one left by Damien. Though, really, Mia had been part of that, it was just one of those things, and she guessed it would heal. Sometime, everything had to pass right?
She was brought out of her thoughts as she looked up and saw the guard releasing her outside. She nodded, a small smile to them, and she stepped outside. She dropped her arms by herself, and she took one hand and place it on her elbow, pulling that arm towards her. She swallowed, and she could see others about, but she didn't know any of them. She didn't want to approach them, so she decided to take a seat, and she just sat, in the grass somewhere off to the side. She looked around again, and she still saw no one.
She dropped to the grass beneath her, and she looked up at the sky. She could see clouds drifting past them, and she smiled lightly. She could see one cloud that looked like a bunny, and she could also see other clouds that looked like UFOs, and some sort of cat. She smiled, and she could remember doing this a lot. She loved doing this with her boy a while ago, but now? She was looking up, and she was alone. She was happy to be alone, but there were times when she wished things hadn't gone like she did. She rolled over, and she blew her bangs out of her face, and she started to watch those moving around her. People watching had always been fun to her. She moved her hair from her back to one of her shoulders, and she continued to look out over the others.
She wondered what other people were here for. Had others killed family? Other people? She didn't know, but to some extent, she wanted to. She wanted to understand what was wrong with others, but then, maybe they would scare her, or hate her for what she did, but then really, if they hated her for what she did, then she would be remembered, even if it was for being a monster, she wasn't a monster, she was just a bit off center, she knew that as well as anyone should have.
Tags: Open?!
Outfit: Legal patient clothing?!
Words: How many?!
Notes: Law and Order's fun =D?!
Credit goes to ihugfireflies of Caution 2.0 and she will be very upset if you try to take credit for her work, so much so that she might have her giant hamster Phillip sit on you. Oh, and the lyrics are Panic! At the Disco's Memories. Don't know the song? YOU SHOULD.[/font]