Waiting for the rain to stop[Claudias's Journal]

[tuxedo]

hello world, hope you're listening

forgive me if i'm young and speaking out of turn.

dearest diary, i have a deep dark secret, and here it is...

Day one of being. . here.Lucid Manor.
What sort of name is Lucid Manor, anyways? It's dumb. Lucid? That's not even half-way fun.
Geeze, I hate all the blank walls. Why cant there be posters or something? Well, I guess I know why,the crazies will try to like paper cut themselves or everyone else to death,huh?


Well, anyways. They think I have some weird eating disorder. Psh. As if. I am completely sane. More then likely I am the most sane patient here. Some of the people here are really really fucked up in the head. Lucky. I'm just fat or whatever.
Mom didn't want to deal with me is all. She hates me.

So, Camule promised he'd visit with Darren soon. I miss my Dar-Dar. He's the best nephew a boy could ask for. I hope he's tall like Camule. Not short like me. I am too short!
Speaking of height! I got kicked today, some intern was walking and not looking where he was going and kicked me! But, Dave seemed pretty interesting, ya know? He was all shy and stuff. I thought grown ups were brave. Well, Richard was brave
Psh. Interns. Baby doctor, thats what they are.

I wonder if Richard wonders where I am. Do you think he misses me? We normally hang out on tuesdays. I miss him. I bet he's forgotten all about me. Why would he want to remember someone like me? I'm not worth it. Still.. I hope he does..little...miss me. I forgot to give him back his hoodie. I should mail it to him...
But then would would I wear?


Anyways. I should go... I think it's dinner. Did you know the make sure you eat? It's pretty horrid. They are like hawks or something
ugh. I hate the food here. So fattening.

credit to AB FAB !. at caution!