Jess in a Nutshell

[Cameron Lain Gillespie]

So I am Jess, currently I play Cameron Gillespie, points to display name. I'm fun-loving and love to talk to people. So, Jess in a nutshell, yes I like to refer to myself in third person sometimes to make it easier on me, don't ask how or why, cause I cannot explain it. So I'm 20 years old and do not do too much at the moment due to lack of work, so I try to keep sane by role-playing insane people, that's okay right? I myself am a bit insane and have many disorders myself, I have Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Sleepwalking, Sleep eating (yes, it's a real thing), Sleep talking, Night Terrors, Insomnia, Anxiety Disorder, and a depressive disorder. I currently go to both a group therapy and individual and have myself been hospitalized 6 times from the time I was nine years old.

To keep myself sane from other than role-playing insane people. I play Aion, an MMORPG that is quite fun, I used to play World of Warcraft but do not for the time being as I'm playing Aion. I also like to play the sims but for the most part am online most of the day.

I ride horses, not often but do, and find that more relaxing than anything and am currently saving up, yes even without work, for a two horse trailer and a horse as well as stable fees. I currently work horses so I can still be with them but have not ridden in about two months since I was trampled by a spooked draft horse that I used to ride.

So I also own a zoo, not literally, I have a Cornsnake named Banana, an Australian Cattle Dog named Seldi, a Tortoise Shell Cat named Pywaket, and a Beta Fish named Peep. We had a Veiled Chameleon named Tricikalaplots, a Pictus Gecko named Sprigg and a Whites Dumpy Tree Frog named Drogmor. They have since passed from old age and I miss them much. I love animals and always will.

So yeah for the most part that is Jess in a nutshell.

[BRITTNEY ?!]

Welcome to the site Jess. :3 I’m a gamer too, though I’ve always been more of a FFXI fan rather then WoW. Actually, never liked WoW. Aion is good though! ^_^ <3

[Cameron Lain Gillespie]

WoW is too easy in my opinion, Aion is difficult, which I love! How long did you play Aion for?

[BRITTNEY ?!]

I played it when it came out. It was just a demo/trial, but from what I saw it was epic. :3 I'm sure it's only gotten better with time and updates. WoW is wayyyy to easy. Its one of the reasons I always played Final Fantasy XI instead. Though if you've ever played FFXI, its a retarded amount of grinding. haha. <3

[Cameron Lain Gillespie]

Aion is big in grinding as well, which makes it difficult, but there's lots of instances to help out. I've been playing since it came out, and yes it's pretty epic. Almost two years and I've taken my time and just about am top level. If you ever try it again you should tell me so we could friend there, lots of fun.

[CHELSEA ?!]

Hi, Jess! I'm Chelsea, it's nice to meet you. Sounds like you should be admitted to Lucid along with your character, huh?

[Cameron Lain Gillespie]

I should be admitted! I'm getting better though, I swear! I think that is one of the big reasons on why I love role-playing asylum based rps.

[modjake]

...Sleep Eating Disorder xD

I myself suffer from a debilitating condition.. I don't normally talk about it but its called Rainbow Puking Disorder (RPD) It causes me to vomit rainbows profusely everytime it rains and it impairs my day to day functioning significantly. I can only pray that it will get better as time goes on but alas.. the symptoms continue to worsen. I have my good days and I have my bad days. Gotta keep going. Keep hangin' in there and hope it'll be okay one day, ya know?

See that avatar with the guy puking rainbows? I put that up so RPD awarenss can be spread.

Anyway, jokes aside, its great to have you on the site. You seriously got trampled by a horse? That had to have hurt. Hope there isnt any lasting damage. A horse stepped on my hand this one time when I was like 5 and it didn't feel too good so I'm sure you were probably screaming in agony.

I wanted to play WoW but I'm too cheap to pay the subscription fee.

[Cameron Lain Gillespie]

I want Rainbow Puking Disorder! And yes, so far have been very much enjoying the site.

I was trampled by a horse, she was a thoroughbred belgian draft cross and I rode her to get exercise out for her. She got spooked and yanked me up with her lead rope and I let go and dropped to the ground covered for hell or high water and she only got my leg, so far only a scar is there and nothing else. Hopefully nothing more will come from it though.

As for WoW, 15 a month can be expensive, if you ever just get the 1st game, which I think is 10 or 20 dollars now you get free 30 days game time if I'm correct and can use that

[modjake]

..damn. Must've been scary. Horses do spook easily if you're not careful. Glad to hear you're okay all things considered.

I might do the free 30 day trial and see if I like it. Looks fun as hell. It played SecondLife for a bit but I'm sure that's completely different and not nearly as fun.

Besides the Sleep Eating Disorder (lol) do you really have all those disorders? Must be tough..

[Cameron Lain Gillespie]

Yes, I really do have all those disorders, I've had it tough but have made it through, now I have to keep remembering to take my medication and continue with therapy and for the most part it's all better, there are times when it is worse, but that is how it is for most disorders.